I’ve been racking my brain for a week trying to figure out how to fix the current situation our family is in. I haven’t had a good night’s sleep in days. I spend my time searching for a 2nd job, a roommate, anything that can help our current financial state. I’ve yelled, screamed, cried but up until last night I had not prayed. The realist in me has tried to logically find a solution. I’ve to...ld myself I don’t have time to leave my fate up to God and that I have to come up with a plan. However I realized last night that while I may not need to sit around and wait for a miracle I do need to pray for some guidance during this time. I’m not the most spiritual person but I have found that while dealing with all of this I’ve lost a little bit of my light. In order to make the best decisions for myself & my daughter I need to be working with a clear mind and full heart. With that said, I think I need to remember this more than ever right now because with His presence I will get through this.
